When Mike encouraged us to post more originals...I decided to look back on my past writingsSubmitted by go213mph on Fri, 02/01/2013 - 09:11
This is the a copy of the letter I sent to my parents and 2 sisters when our relationship was at its breaking point. Neither of my parents responded and both of my sisters attacked me and since then (almost 2 years ago) I broke off all relations with them. I expect many here will react the same way my family did, but what I wrote is how I still feel and I honestly don't miss the false relationship I had with my family. To my surprise, I've never been happier! So, for what its worth...heres a DP original. (I'm going to keep looking back on other essays I wrote over my awaking and see if there are other things that might be of interest to people here)
You know what really sucks? You know what really hurts me deep down inside? What causes me great heartache? All our lives I have been the outcast of the family. I have been the drunk, the drug addict, the “black sheep”, …essentially the crazy one. But it turns out its not me that’s crazy!
There are only two realistic possibilities. Either my Mom, Dad, and two sisters have intentionally mislead me for some kind of perverse evil pleasure of their own, or my Mom, Dad, and two sisters have been broken by manipulation. No different than breaking a horse or house breaking a dog, humans are being broken through the combination of religion and government.
All my life my brain has been trying to make sense of a bunch of nonsense. I’m now convinced that if anyone in this family has a good working brain it’s me. Every one of you has caved in to an illogical fantasy. Everyone of you refuse to even consider that your beliefs may be flawed. Over many years everyone of you have in essence created a self inflicted neurological disorder where one did not previously exist. It’s incredibly sad to see my entire family trapped in an illusion that was created for the specific purpose of controlling human minds. I say human because if you notice there are not a whole lot of other religious animals…like none.
Religious people are well on their way to ending life on this planet. Religious people can’t seem to see the forest for the trees. Religious people actually hope and wish for “the 2nd coming” of Jesus Christ so that all the “good people” will be taken up to “heaven” while all non-believers will be stuck on earth to suffer. Real history does not indicate that anything even remotely consistent with this type of thing has ever occurred and yet the ruling class has convinced even the most intelligent among us that this is an actual possibility.
If something you thought was going to happen or something you wanted to happen just kept on not happening…how long would you wait until you used your own brain to make a rational determination that whatever was suppose happen probably was just not going to happen? How long would you wait for a bus before you decided it was not coming. An hour? A day? A week? A month? Jesus Christ has been supposing to come again for 2000 years. Jesus said that “No man will see death before I return”. I do not know any man 2000 years old do you?
Unless we stop brainwashing our children as they enter this world, the world will end. But, it’s not going to end by some sky ghost coming down and judging us…it’s going to end by some religious fanatic doing exactly what he believes is the right thing to do…kill and be killed in the name of God.
If someone said to you: I am going to create man and woman with original sin. Then I'm going to impregnate a woman with myself as my child so that I can be born. Once alive I will kill myself as a sacrifice to myself to save you from the sin I originally condemned to you. What would your reaction be?
Also, consider the Pope claims to be a very religious man. But let’s look at the reality. When participating in a parade the Pope rides in what is known as “The Pope mobile”. Nothing says "I trust in God' like 3 inches of bulletproof glass does it?
Ever wonder why people claim that God cures cancer but so far God has discriminated against our neighbors without limbs. God has yet to ever heal an amputee.
Dinosaur fossils - The world is flat - The sun rotates around the earth…the contradictions in the bible are endless. It’s all just too much.
Indeed, the most devout followers are often the most ignorant about their own religion. The more fervently someone opposes truth and rationality the easier it is for me to identify someone who has allowed their false self to switch places with their true self.
People should stop lying to each other. They should stop lying to themselves too but I understand self destructive behavior all too well. Only my past self-destructive behaviors did not involve the destruction of children’s minds nor did they give justification for genocide and end of the world prophecy’s.
Think for yourself and stop accepting as truth something that happened 2000 years ago. My god people, we are just now finding out the truth about what happened at Pearl Harbor 70 years ago. That’s 70 years ago…not 500 years ago, not 1000 years ago…70 years ago. The facts surrounding something that happened less than a 100 years ago are foggy at best but you think that a book written in Hebrew 2000 years ago is “the gospel”?
Once you pull yourself out of religious tar pit not only will you be able to finally move again…you will look back in utter disbelief at all the other people stuck in the tar pit. There are all these people (many that you love) that are stuck in the tar pit while rescue ropes and chains and helicopters hover above….all offering to pull them out of the tar pit…but the people that are stuck will not look up! They even push rescuers away.
It’s like I’m a doctor in the middle of a great plague. I’ve got the cure to save millions of lives…but no one even knows they are sick. The mind control devised by our rulers a long long time ago is absolutely stunning!
I know we are all getting old. I get that. I’m sorry I was unable to pull myself out of the tar pit before now but I got zero help from you guys. Think long and hard about what I am saying. There is no way that you don’t know the truth. The reasons you may not want to accept the truth are probably many but they are all irrelevant. When you know you are wrong it is immoral to continue to do wrong. My daughter and her children will have an opportunity to take these chains of slavery off of them. I will go to my grave trying to keep her from drowning in the lies and deceptions that nearly destroyed me.
Wake up to see the world around you. Instead of thinking I am the devil or that Satan has taken over my body…use your own mind to think about what is real and what is an illusion. I promise that once the pain of being conned goes away your life will be so much better. When things make sense there is no need for anti-depressants. There is no need to feel guiltily about anything. Life is wonderful. It’s even more beautiful outside the cage you have voluntarily locked yourself in.
One tip that helped me accept reality is this: I do not remember being alive for 9 months inside Mom’s stomach…but I was! I have no recollection of what went on for those nine months but clearly I did not want to leave it when they yanked me out. This is how I view the afterlife. There is no way for us to know what the heck comes next. We just can’t know. So think of leaving this world in the same way that it must have been when we left our Mothers womb. It’s what’s next…whatever that is.