I think I have become a Christian!Submitted by Smudge Pot on Fri, 08/29/2014 - 12:48
Something snapped. Something broke in me.
All my life I tried to FEEL THE LORD BUT THERE WAS NO FEELING. Jesus was just a word and there was no resonance attached, no feeling. God I can FEEL, he's THERE, it's VISCERAL but there was no RESONANCE.
What I have felt is the pipe. The one pipe given to native peoples by White Buffalo Calf Woman and I still believe that she was sent to us by God because God doesn't neglect people but all the sudden the name of the Lord Jesus is profound and he's there.
WOW! IT HAPPENED. THERE IS NO OTHER TRUTH. WE KNEW THAT but unless there is a connection, we are a fallen order of beigns and this cut us off and I think the pipe came because it was the best we could do. We were given prophecies and limited understanding but now there is better. But now there is better. So now I stand and confess that I am a sinner and I shall surely die unless I accept Jesus.
So let this be. Amen, so be it, I accept and confess. And as the prophecies get ticked off like a checklist, we see that we are in fact near the end of days. And all I want to do now is be right with my wife. Because now I realize I can't fix this.
CHRISTIANS if you have room for a low and dirty smudge pot, I now desire the company of the redeemed and I hope you can forgive me for being who I am. And
In the name of the Lord.