Comment: I'm not sure I understand

Your logic. It isn't as if your personal vote will be announced at the next GOP meeting. I have personally felt that if Mitt loses, against a President with a horrible economic record, it will help RP repubs by forcing members of the GOP to rexamine the types of candidates they are putting up. The weakness in the party would also seem to give us more opportunity to have an impact. His loss would likely send more establishment types into apathy, opening up more spots for us to take, and an easier time getting our local candidates into office between election cycles.
Regardless I do applaud your effort, and can only expect that you will do what you think is right for our country.