Comment: Not sure how to help you there... but

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Not sure how to help you there... but

but... you may want to make sure you are not suffering from Cognitive dissonance that is so strong it is causing an unhealthy fixation on some specific aspect of Bitcoin.

"Most of critique of Bitcoin that I've heard to date is based on ignorance."

source, a forum where this is discussed at depth:
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=114943.0

Just plain 'Happy'about the direction the world is taking! Especially if we live to reach LEV [Longevity Escape Velocity]