You should feel OK being a skeptic. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. I don't consider myself a conspirator. As an engineer I've grown to know a few things about physics, and based on the evidence that I've seen I know that the official story that we are told by the MSM is not true. And that is all that I know. Now I may speculate as to what might have happen, but those speculations are just that, speculations, and I try to keep them to myself. The only things I convey to other people when asked about this event is to explain to them what I know to be true. They then accuse me of conspiring and I have to set them straight and reiterate the basic facts as I see them and minimize my speculations. Not an easy task but that's all I can do. I respect your skepticism. Sometime I have some skepticism too, but then I remind myself of the facts, and come back to the same conclusion. The official story is simply not true.
It is better to look dumb and not be, than to look smart and not be.