Perhaps in the vain hope that I will find a crack through your fortress of self-loathing? I doubt it, brother, so I will make this brief. First, I am impressed that you know me better than I know myself, since you never met me. Somehow, you have been able to descry what lies within my heart and, alas, it is naught but wickedness! Curse the twisted pastor that has so warped your view of humanity. My view of wickedness is simple. You are wicked if you hurt, or try to hurt, other people. Since I do my best not to do that, I am not wicked. Regardless of what your twisted view of Christianity tells you.
“With laws shall our land be built up, but with lawlessness laid waste.”