I only have "How to Know God". My mom actually turned me onto him.
Around 15 years ago, I "figured out" life is a cosmic joke of sorts. It's not meant to take too seriously. The last month and a half has been particularly stressful, but could be worse.
The Buddha laughs, God laughs, and we should laugh, and not waste a moment's time.
Thank you for this forum Michael. It means a lot to me. I will chipin what I can after rent is due. Might not be much, but "everything counts in large amounts."