Are you doing the right thing? only you can answer that. All i can tell you is this struggle will continue to get much more serious in the years ahead. Things will get much worse than they are now so prep, and enjoy the brighter side of the present. shoot, go out an meet some girls because honestly when your socially relating to a women as a man and she is showing affection toward you...life doesn't really get any better than that.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
His name is Edward Snowden
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