Comment: The one thing I didn't hear you say you were doing...

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The one thing I didn't hear you say you were doing...

...was praying daily and thanking God for what you do have.

You have parents.
You have a place in their home.
You are eating daily.
You are not wounded severly.
You have use of all your limbs.
You do not have cancer.
Your parents do not have cancer.
You have *a* job.

A lot of people do NOT have one or more of the above.

Give it a shot. As they say it takes 6 weeks to make and keep a new habit. Run a pilot program between God and you via prayer for 6 weeks and just thank him and be contrite and see what happens.