there are lots of self sufficiency communities forming all over the country that want young people to come and join and learn how to live off the land. They are teaching survival skills, how to grow organically and how to exist without all the crap that the public schools and society teach you that you must have and do to be "successful". If I were your age again I would be hotfooting it to one of those places. There are several in Texas, about 4 forming in Arkansas and others all over the place. Check them out.
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