Feels "lovely" to be heard :) And all the credit is your's for finding some meaning in this conversation. You are far more "conscious" than many I have conversed with here. The best way to learn something is to experience it yourself and allow the natural flow of life to bring it to you at the perfect time. Don't rush it, just let it be because (you're 100% correct) it just IS.
Likewise, I will keep an eye out for more great conversations with you.
BTW, since you Love reading, check out a book called "The Vortex" by Jerry and Esther Hicks. It is really great material for really getting to the essence of how to get your head around this emotional and conscious reality we live in. It was my catalyst to "waking up" and becoming a more "present" being.
See you around :)
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience"—Pierre Teilhard de Chardin