Comment: Hmmm, seems like there are

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In reply to comment: Start at 28 minutes. GB says (see in situ)

Hmmm, seems like there are

Hmmm, seems like there are three options:
1. You want to defend yourself
2. You want others to defend you
3. You are so depressed that you have no desire to live and therefore no desire to defend yourself or have others defend you.

As a human I feel for you. If you ever want someone to talk to, message me and I'll give you my phone number.