Welcome home! My fellow brothers and sisters mean well when they try to correct theology of new believers. I ask them to be patient, when I came to Christ i did not have it all, still don't. As you grow, you will love His Word, (both Testaments!) more and more. The Word itself has a way of correcting our errors and bringing us in line. Fellowship with others is important, too. If at all possible, find a fellowship where your gifts and talents are valued.
But that man should play the tyrant over God, and find Him a better man than himself, is astonishing drama indeed!~~D. Sayers
Love won! Deliverance from Tyranny is on the way! Col. 2:13-15