You seem to have the answer within you already so all I can affirm is that do what FEELS best to you. As Michael already said, and I agree, do not act out of fear. And especially don't even try to think about what you fear if you are in a state of fear [you talk'n crazy, Ninja!] What I mean is, if you are anxious about needing to make a decision, that is NOT the right moment to make that decision. Clear your mind, relax and take a moment to reflect about what matters and what you appreciate the most. Make decisions with those feelings in mind rather than ones of fear anything less.
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience"—Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
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