Absolutely. Do what you feel. There is nothing wrong with that.
After a while, any number of things might happen. There might be a huge accident on that highway, and you'll be called into action. Or someone might pull over, and offer you a lift. Or a UFO might appear from above. Or you might get tired of sitting, and decide to get up, stretch, and walk around. And on your walk, you might meet some others of like mind and form a new club.
The future is wide open.
Waiting is, as the Man from Mars would say. I hope you grok.
(Referencing Stranger in a Strange Land)
Don't let the bastards get you down quilting! You have come so far. Of all the people here, you are closer to true freedom than so many of the people here! Don't give up!
All of us were ordinary compared to Cynthia Rose. If you set your mind free baby maybe you'll understand.