I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your daughter, Fishy. It must have been traumatic for you. We buried our daughter five years ago. I didn't even start to feel like a human until about three years later. Life doesn't seem fair; but we have to go with it or die.
"I'm pretty much reeling at this point. What is the point of loving truth, in a world that cherishes lies and liars?"
That's exactly what Jesus did.
Not a good answer, but he was the ultimate example for us.