Comment: I started waking up over 35 years ago--

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I started waking up over 35 years ago--

sometimes I just want to go back to sleep--

We have grandchildren, and we worry a lot about them--

I'm old; they can do what they want with me--

I don't doubt this stuff; I just can only watch so much before depression sets in--

it's hard to be awake; it's easier to dream--