Life is complicated. If I stop doing what I am doing and hide from my children, they absolutely will never wake up. If I sell my farm my own ability to care for myself goes away, and I doubt I can sell it for enough to just run buy another farm. Most important, I have something going at the community level that is far too important to let it be derailed by a zombie child. I do not think I could ever get this situation again - I have total access to a 160 geothermal spring, and neighbors chomping at the bit to learn aquaponics and permaculture.
Love or fear? Chose again with every breath.