I have studied the subject intensely since 1989. I do not believe half of what doctors or big pharma says.
But I can assure you to ignore the fatal potential of the HIV virus can only be based on desperate wishful thinking a.k.a. denial when first confronted with the shock of diagnosis.
That was me and it nearly cost my life. Only close to death was I willing to accept the truth.
90% of people will die from HIV within 12 years of infection.
If you need a conspiracy look into the origin of HIV. The race for a polio vaccine in Africa using monkey kidneys - horrible - Robert Gallo...