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Well, I am

sad that you have reached such a bad point in your life that you wish not to exist, but the fact is Ramicio that you do. God can meet us wherever we are at and when we encounter Him he changes us from the inside out. He takes the bad and makes it good, he finds the lost and He revives the dead, especially the spiritually dead. As long as you are alive, you are never so far gone that God can't reach you right where you are at, but, as I alluded to earlier, you must take that first step toward Him (knock and I shall answer). A long time ago, I too was at a very bad point in my life where I did not feel all that different than you and I did not believe that God cared about me, much less loved me but I took that leap of faith and I can tell you from personal experience that there is nothing that God cannot do, cannot fix, cannot change and His love truly does go deeper than anything you could ever imagine. I will keep you in my prayers.