So you'll have to forgive me for giving you credit for answering the actual topic. Now I know you didn't intend to.
You can't have it both ways. You.cant simultaneously be a mere humble shrew who is doing God's bidding, and the self-appointed bringer of hidden knowledge from God. That just makes you, in my book, confused, and confusion is from the devil.
"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the the universe."-- Albert Einstein