I so appreciate your posts... you and your husband are very kind, deep souls. It is upsetting to think of you suffering. This article is for you. It hardly got read by anyone.... I found it very moving:
excerpt: "Goodness is like fire: it is a process not an entity, not even a mental entity: it is process, it is relation, it exists only in the moment of its enacting, in the moment of ignition, of relation, where matter and energy become one, become nothing, become all."
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