Your beliefs are your business.
But I can't forget what you did for--
well, was it the Fukushima victims?
Your actions, your hard work there (am I getting the right Dexter here, or am I senile?)--
showed that you admire the teachings of Jesus Christ, whether you attribute those teachings to Him or not--
Yes, He also warned about showing your 'alms'--
but you came on and rallied people--
I think you've done it more than once.
That, my fellow DPer, is in alignment with the teachings of Jesus Christ.
It doesn't hurt to question things. I have committed my heart to the reality of Jesus Christ in the world over 2,000 years ago--
but I can see that there were evil conspiracies going on that hijacked--and did it very successfully--turning the teachings of a humble Carpenter into something that would turn His "followers" into murderers and pillagers--(Crusades, etc.)
the truth is somewhere in there, if we look long enough--
it's hard to be awake; it's easier to dream--