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Good For You

Im glad you where able to do it....And I wish I could but..no.
A few years ago..my last try...I just laid them down and walked away from them.
The first 2 weeks, I was doing great. Had no craving at all.
When week 8 hit..I was as jumpy as a cat on a hot stove
I added eating crackers, peppermints,lollypops ...no good
Week 10..anger set in..Every tiny thing pissed me off to the max, so I got a bit of a natural relaxer and toked..oops..tried that...
Week 20..I had not cheated one single time..no smokers had been allowed in the house in all that time..I stayed away from smokers..all my laundry had been washed..everything in my house cleaned, 5 times, to get rid of all the smells
Week 22..my nerves where shot..I was shaking, couldn't eat, drive, hardly could stand up. I begged the doctor to give me some mild nerve pills to help me relax..the doc refused and said I would be better in a few days..and that I had to be lying when I said it was getting worse not better
Week 23 1/2....PHUCK IT..I bought a carton...Later went to a different doc who told me what I went through does happen..its rare...and said the only way I could change it was 10 sessions with a hypnotist...I still smoke...

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