Sounds a bit like fear of success or the opposite and same, failure.
My suggestion, start with small goals that you can achieve and build your confidence, discipline and focus from there. Also, find that one idea that ignites a deep passion inside you. Remember, too many logs on the fire just deny the fire of the oxygen it needs to burn brightly.
Good luck Young Jedi.
If you walk blindly through life, you will run into a lot of walls.
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