Comment: My family did not grow up with spirituality.

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My family did not grow up with spirituality.

Over the last 10 years, I am met more spiritual people and have been getting warmer towards that arena. Now, I am hoping there will be a understanding of it since I am accepting it's exorbitance.

What hurts is going into Mom's bedroom and I can no longer touch her.
It makes me want to touch my Dad more. It's just he keeps his emotions to himself and has never really expressed external emotion almost at all.

I appreciate your post, I am struggling.